Wednesday, August 31, 2005

A website for dogs?

I learned today of 2 very cool websites! Well, really it's just one because one's just a variation of the other. It's called dogster.com and it's a place where you can create a website for each of your dogs, post pictures of them, chat with other pet owners, and a whole bunch of other "tech-y" stuff. There's something about giving them bones, coralling them, or whatever. Anyway, the second I created the page, I started getting inundated with emails from people asking me to be "pup pals." Already, my each of my dogs has several online friends! One even happens to live close by! It's such a cute little site!
The other site is the same thing, but for cats. Can you guess the name? Think hard, now. Yes, that's right: catster.com! What's next, I wonder? Fishter? Birdster? Skunkster? Anyway, I wanted to post each of my babies' links here. Maybe I'll post a link to this blog in their online diaries, too (yes, you can write an online diary for your pets there!). That way, we'll get some cross web exposure. Haha!

Here we go, in order of creation:
Kirby: http://www.dogster.com/?188777
Brandy: http://www.dogster.com/?188785
Koivu: http://www.dogster.com/?188793
Kia: http://www.catster.com/?188835
Aria: http://www.catster.com/?188843
Bro: http://www.catster.com/?188852
Sonni: http://www.catster.com/?188861
Velvet: http://www.catster.com/?188869
Joy (in loving memory): http://www.catster.com/?188878
Baby: http://www.catster.com/?188886
Michael: http://www.catster.com/?188899
Charlie: http://www.catster.com/?188907

On a separate, sadder note: Broey was diagnosed yesterday with kidney failure. The good news is, he's still in the early stages, so there's some things we can do to slow it down some. He has some liquid vitamins in a medecine dropper, special food (both dry and moist). He's in reasonably good health other than that, so I'm not worried about it doing him in anytime soon. Plus, I still believe God showed me the number 18 when I prayed for Broey to have a long, long life. Well, he's just about 17 now, so he's still got another year on this earth (at least!). Meanwhile, we're gonna do everything we can to keep him happy and comfortable. No matter what, he'll always be my Bubby!

Friday, August 19, 2005

There she is: Miss Nude America!

I had a dream a couple nights ago that was so screwed up, I had to write a post about it on here! With all the recent pageant stuff going on (and the recent turmoil of the Miss America Organization) I guess I have competition on the brain. But, anyway, I had a dream that I was entering a pageant that featured nude modeling as one of its phases of competition! Yeah, there was interview, talent, evening wear.....and nudity! It wasn't just for girls, though, there were guys in it, too (and not everyone was all that attractive!) The thing is, you could opt out of the nudity portion but that meant you were ineligible to compete in the other areas of competition, except interview. Of course, I opted out of it. I mean, come on! My family would be there! So I told the director he should drop that portion of the competition since it wasn't fair to the people who didn't want to do it, and he told me he'd dropped it before, but ticket sales went way down. Then, I said that some contestants or audience members might get offended by it, and he told me, "Well, if that's the way they feel, then I feel sorry for them."

Isn't that totally, completely twisted?!!?? Yet, in a weird way, it kinda makes sense. A lot of these organizations will do anything to make their ticket sales go up and get their sponsors to shell out the big bucks. Hmm...maybe that's what MAO needs is a nudity competition! :) They couldn't show that part on network TV but, man, would ticket sales go up! (Oh, and just so you know, in my dream you had to be at least 21 years of age to compete and no one under 18 would be admitted to the audience, if that makes it better in any way.)

Seriously, though, sometimes I don't think we're too far away from stooping to that level.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Lakiamia's Diaria: The Vegas Edition, The Epilogue

Sadly, (or happily, depending on how you look at it) we have reached the end of my journey here at Cinderella 2005. But, the story doesn't stop there! Ideally, I would have liked to have been able to go home on Saturday without a hitch, just happy to have won my talent award and anxious to see Kirby. But, life is not that kind, is it? Plus, the whole week had been good times disguised by lots of hard work, so why break trend now?
Saturday morning was our last breakfast at The Feast, so we savored as much as we could, then went back to our room to pack everything up and get to check out before noon. We saw the Iwasaki's in line to check out, so we said good-bye to them and told them, "See you back in Ohio!" Several other pageant contestants rode with us on the shuttle to the airport, so we spent the time talking to them about their experiences that week. We didn't have any trouble weighing our suitcases this time, with the souvenirs gone. So far, so good! Our plane didn't take off until 3:30-ish and it was just past noon then, so we had a while to wait. Then, we found out it would be even longer because there had been a problem on the plane. (Either a mechanical problem, or one of the passengers had a medical problem, I couldn't quite hear the announcement.)
So I tried to find a coffee shop, but couldn't. I found a candy store, though! And anyone who knows me knows that when I'm in a candy store, I'm like, well, a kid in a candy store! I didn't just buy for me, though. I bought something yummy for everyone. I got Mom some peppermint patties and a tiny pizza that was made out of gummy things, I got Dad some almond bark, and for Rob I got a bag of chocolate coins with a mini deck of cards. He opened those up right away and he and I started playing some poker. Amazingly, my first hands were 2 pair, then a straight, then a full house. Finally, Dad decided it must be my lucky day so he gave me a couple dollars and sent me over to the slot machines...where I lost it all. Maybe my day wasn't so lucky after all.
Our plane arrived about an hour late, so we had to call my grandparents and tell them not to expect us to pick up Kirby until midnight or so. (As if it would be that simple!) The flight went smoothly until we got close to Denver, where the whole city was just laden with bad weather. There was quite a bit of turbulence at the end. Once we landed, we got off the plane, then waited for the crew to clean it up and boarded the same plane again! I wasn't too thrilled to learn we were taking the same plane to Detroit. There was something about it that made me uneasy. Well, our take-off was delayed again due to the storm. So we had to sit there in the cabin and wait for at least another hour to an hour and a half for the control tower to give us our clearance. Meanwhile, they kept giving us updates, like we now 25th in line for take off. Ugh! We didn't leave the ground until 9:30 that night. Mom called Grandma again while we were waiting to update her on our progress and tell her it would be even later than midnight. We were debating on just going home and picking Kirby up the next morning, but I was so desperate to see her, I didn't think I could wait. The only other option was to pick her up whenever we got into town, which would likely be 3 or 4 am, and would mean waking up my grandparents. But all I wanted to do was get home to my puppy!
The flight back to Detroit was even more rough than the one to Denver. The turbulence didn't stop there because we were flying into yet another storm system, and it was pretty bad. I've never been afraid to fly before, but this experience nearly scared me out of ever wanting to do it again. Mom was on the brink of a panic attack, especially when the plane did a sudden dip that felt like we just did a nosedive. The lady sitting next to me was freaking out, too. She looked like a deer caught in the headlights. When I tried talking to her, she was too scared to even answer me. I asked one of the flight attendants if this kind of turbulence was normal, and they said it was and it was mostly due to the storm. But don't you think they'd say that anyway? I don't know, maybe I've just been watching too much "Lost."
That flight couldn't end fast enough! When we landed, I wanted to hop outside and kiss the ground! It was 2:10 am, and we still had to get our baggage, ride back to the car, and drive another hour and a half back to Bowling Green before we could finally call it a night. We got to my grandparents' house around 4:30. I made sure I had the video camera on so I could capture Kirby's and my reunion right as it happened. Surprisingly, my grandparents were awake and sitting in the living room. (They said they'd gotten up to take the dogs out and decided to just wait up for us.)
Kirby and I were so happy to see each other! When I walked in the door, she barked at us at first then flew over into my arms, wagging her tail and dancing around like a crazy girl! She allowed herself a second to greet the others, then ran right back to me because we had a lot of catching up to do! We sat with my grandparents for a little while, swapping stories about our week, then said good-bye, thanked Abby for sharing her toys with Kirbs, and went home to see Brandy and the kitties. It was such a happy little reunion! Even happier since I could finally sleep in my own bed again. I didn't even want to think about unpacking until the next day...if that soon! I was anxious to see the video, though. I also can't wait to get my official photos and DVD high-lights in the mail, which won't be until October, they told me.
Well, kids, that's my story and I'm (mostly) stickin' to it. Also, I made up a little summary of my feelings about the week, a la Mastercard:
Pageant and hotel room fees: $2200
Round-trip airfare for four: $1300
Name brand evening gown: $870
Casual wear outfit from Cache: $250
Three-day car rental: $500 (plus gas)
Photo and DVD package: $250
Family passes to Grand Canyon National Park: $20
Competing in an international pageant while being able to cross 3 more states off my list: Priceless!!!

Lakiamia's Diaria: The Vegas Edition, Part VII

The Finals!
YES!! We made it to the finals! In case you were wondering, no I wasn't nervous. I didn't expect to make the finals, even if I did see a star by my name in one of the judge's books. I was really just hoping to go home pleased with my performance, maybe with one of the special awards.
Friday morning was the Farewell Luncheon in the grand ballroom. Dress was semi-formal so I had to pick out one of my nice dresses and Dad had to break out his good shirt and dress pants. Rob got to wear his brand new snakeskin boots, which I thought were horribly tacky, btw. In fact, they had already become a running joke in our family. This luncheon provided the usual coffee and punch plus several kinds of pastries. I had to leave it for a second, though, to go down to the Starbucks in the lobby. There's just no other way to start my day!
Aside from eating pastries, one of the items on the agenda was for the 2004 International Royalty to give their farewell speeches, starting with the Mini-Miss then progressing up to the Woman. Everyone's speech was quite long, and they all cried the whole time they were talking. When it was over, everyone went back to their rooms to start getting ready for the finals. We also had to turn in our garment bags at certain allotted times. (The reason behind that is that nobody save a few staff members knows who the 5 finalists are. So, in order to keep it a secret, they had us all turn in our bags with our entire wardrobe, props, and accessories in it, but only the bags belonging to the top 5 in each age group would be transported to the theatre.)
I went over to Judy's room around noon-ish so she could work her little magic touch on my hair and get that out of the way, then I went back to the room to put on my makeup and gown, since we were all supposed to wear our evening gowns/party wear to the theatre for the finals. Well, that was all well and good, but when I went to look for the earrings and necklace I wear with my gown, I realized I'd forgotten to take them out of the jewelry case when I turned in my garment bag. I didn't have anything else that would go with it so I figured I would just have to make do with a plain old neck and ears. But Dad suggested we check the gift shop to see if they had anything that might fill those empty spaces. Would you believe there was one white rhinestone necklace and earring set that matched my gown? For $40, it was a pretty good last-minute deal, so we got that and I put it on just as we were running out to meet the shuttle.
The finals were just about to get underway when we got to the theatre. My family went inside the auditorium to find seats and I joined the rest of the woman contestants outside the backstage entrance, waiting for our cue to go on for our opening number. One of the girls had the idea for us all to form a circle and join hands in a prayer, which we took turns jumping in if we had anything we wanted to add. I didn't, so I just let the other girls voice their prayer requests. Soon after, we were led backstage to get in place for the opening number we'd rehearsed. That went smoothly, without incident, even when our Tots made their onstage entrance. After that was the much-anticipated announcement of the top 10 Tots. When they called their contestant number, we were just supposed to push them forward a little and let them go to center stage. Wouldn't you know it? Shelby, my Tot, made the top ten!! I was so happy for her!
Once they announced the Tot semi-finalists, we all just walked off the stage and either took a seat in the audience or stood in the aisles until they got to the announcement for our age group. Each time they called the names of the top 10, the MC sang a song to them. Then they announced the top 5, who would compete that afternoon for the International title. Shelby didn't make the top 5, and she seemed very disappointed. I tried to tell her good job but she just scowled and buried her face in her mother.
This part was definitely the hardest. Some of those little girls couldn't care less about pageantry and were only there because their mothers made them. But others took it so seriously, you'd have thought their life was over when they found out they weren't in the finals! I saw little girls sobbing and saying, "I'm sorry, Mommy!" The older they got, the better they handled the disappointment. No one from Ohio made the top 10, although, several of my friends from the week did! Stephanie (the one from Grand Cayman whom I'd talked to the day of our interviews) made it, as did both Danielles (the one from Texas who was last in our group, and the other pianist), plus Peyton, the girl who was right before me in contestant order. Also, the girl I was sitting next to at the time of the announcement made the top 10 and subsequently the top five.  After those announcements had been made, there were several minutes of "filler" so the girls could get ready for the first competition of the night. During that time, I found my dad and borrowed a few dollars from him for the concession stand since I was starving by that time. My mom and Rob both decided to take the next bus back to the hotel (as did most of the people whose girl didn't make the finals), but my dad and I wanted to stay for the talent competition. I'm glad I did, too. Let me tell you: there are no weak talents in the top 5! All of them are very polished and entertaining, even the little Mini-Misses! Every single one impressed me.
I was under the impression that they waited to announce the winners until the awards banquet that night, so Dad and I left right after talent. I got changed out of my evening gown and just relaxed until dinner time. At the awards banquet, the tables were all assigned numbers again, so we got to meet some brand new people. They were a family from Arizona who had 2 girls in the pageant, one in Tot and one in Miss. The Miss girl, Kaylee, seemed very interested in me and was very talkative. When I told her I liked football, she told me one of the girls in her age group had an uncle there with her who was a college football player. She even pointed him out to me when he walked by, so I got his attention and talked to him for a while about football and if he knew much about Bowling Green or Omar Jacobs (our starting QB and future NFL hall of famer!). I later took a picture of him, plus pictures of me and Kaylee together, as well as one with her and I and Shelby, who still seemed pretty upset about not making the finals.
Right before they served dinner, they had us all stand for the introduction of the new 2005 royalty. I was surprised because I thought they would announce the results at the banquet instead of at the end of the finals, like we'd done at the state pageant. Apparently, I was mistaken. The 2005 International Woman was Kristen Connor, whom I recognized from the Miss Arkansas America state pageant that had taken place barely a month earlier. The girl I'd been sitting next to at the finals had gotten 2nd Runner-up (or "alternate" as they called them there). After dinner, they proceeded with all of the awards, including the best souvenir award (Peyton won for her colorful hand-painted surfboards) and Miss Congeniality (I don't remember who won, but I did tell Danielle from Texas later that I'd voted for her). They also recapped the AAMTC modeling and talent awards, and the cover girl awards. Since Lisa had cleaned house in those events, she had at least 3 humongous trophies that she had to figure out a way to get home on the plane. They also gave trophies to all the winners and runners-up in the beauty, talent, and photogenic categories.
Then, they moved on to the special awards. When I'd talked to Judy about these, she explained that they give these out to everyone who they feel deserves recognition for one area or another. She also explained that they don't try to spread them out over the age group just so everyone goes home happy. You either have it or you don't, and in order to even be eligible for some of these awards, you had to at least be in the top 20. Of course, my worst fear was being the only one from Ohio who didn't get anything.
They began with the Tot awards. Kaylee's little sister won an award, which she and her parents were very excited about. They were also worried about the possibility of Kaylee not winning one, because it would make for trouble at home. Fortunately, Kaylee did win one! None of the other Ohio reps got anything, though, from the Tots through Teens.
When they got to the Women, my heart was pounding. They didn't seem to be calling them in any particular order, just shouting out a name and what the award was for. When they announced an award for best gospel vocal, they called Jennica's name! Just after her, they gave Jamie one for best character dance! Then, right as I was about to have my worst fear realized, I heard them yell, "Best pianist goes to contestant #35, April Yeager!"
I was elated! I don't even remember making my way up to the stage because it all became such a blur. I do remember giving Jamie and Jennica a thumbs-up gesture and smiling for the camera as we formed a line across the stage. On my way back to my seat, I stopped and posed for a picture Dad took with my digital camera, and then posed with Kaylee, displaying our awards. Judy came up to me after the ceremony to give me a big congratulatory hug. I told her to let me know the dates for all the prelims next year as soon as she had them scheduled. According to the eligibility rules, if I win one before I turn 27, I still qualify for states and nationals. That means I have until March, and I definitely want to go back next summer!
We waited until the next morning to call my grandparents and tell them the good news, since they were likely already in bed by the time the ceremony was over. Of course, they were very happy for me, and I was happy because I was merely hours away from seeing Kirby!

Lakiamia's Diaria: The Vegas Edition, Part VI

So, we're up to Thursday already. Man, it seems so long ago that this all happened, the memories are becoming more and more fuzzy each day. So, I'll have to hurry up and finish this series before they fade away altogether. 

Well, like I'd said, I had to be up at the crack of dawn that morning. The boys opted to sleep in so it was just me and Mom who got up. Woman Casual Wear started at 8:30 and we had to catch the shuttle at 8, so I had to set the alarm for 6:30. This time, I made sure I plugged in my hot rollers and had them up in my hair before we even left. That takes quite a bit of time, though, so Mom and I had to rush down to the hotel lobby before I had a chance to take them out. I rode to the theatre with my hair all up in rollers! 

At the Cashman, the restroom was once again filled with all the usual suspects, including the "J-crew" (Judy, Jamie, and Jennica). For my hair, I'd wanted it at least partially up because my top had a very thick collar around the neck and I wanted it to stand out. Judy ended up pulling some of it back and letting the rest free fall in a cascade of pretty little tendrils. While we were waiting to be called back, we practiced walking again (they had the timed music working now so we actually had to pay attention to all the bells and gongs this time). We also practiced giving our introductions, which Judy helped us write several weeks ago. I was pretty excited to give mine because I knew it would make an impression! 

The wait time is much shorter during the modeling competitions since we spend all of 30 seconds on the stage. Again, they took us backstage in groups of ten for individual modeling and collective judging. Once my group was called back and waiting to go on, I got to listen to some of the other girls' introductions. Most of them were name, age, where they're from, school name (if applicable) and a fact or two about themselves. The lengths varied, though. Some girls were over and done with in 5 seconds and others talked until the last harp swing, then had to hurry it up to make it to the final X on time. My speech had been trimmed down quite a bit since its inception because I was so worried about the timing. Turns out, I wouldn't have had anything to worry about because you actually have a lot more time than you'd think. As long as you made your way from the front X to the back X when you heard the last harp swing, you were fine. The trickiest part was trying not to listen to what the MC was saying about you because it caused you to miss the dings that told you approximately where you needed to be on stage. 

When it got to my turn, I did a quick brush-off of my black polyester pants, then put on my best smile paired with my best posture, waited for the first harp sweep, then walked up to the X at center stage, where the MC was waiting with the mic. He told them my name, contestant number, and state then handed the mic over to me and I began my introduction. "Bonjour, mesdames et messieurs!" I said, "Je suis très hereuse d'être ici au spectacle historique de la Cendrillon! [Pause] Interpreted, that is: Hello, ladies and gentlemen! I'm very happy to be here at the Cinderella Pageant, where I've had the opportunity to use my linguistic abilities. Representing the state of Ohio, I am April Yeager!" Applause, applause, and I walked up to the X at the front of the stage, where I acknowledged my judges one at a time, then acknowledged the audience, then did my little pageant spin and walked to the last X on stage left. I was there in plenty of time, no sweat at all! After the gong, I walked off stage and breathed a huge sigh of relief. Immediately, someone asked me, "What language was that?" (Ha ha, I knew it'd leave an impression!) 

After collective judging, we had to do another close-up out in the foyer. Something was amiss, though. Apparently, one of the other contestants had gotten sick from something she ate the night before and had thrown up...on 2 other contestants! They all had to be paper-toweled off and dried up just enough to make the stains imperceptible to the judges. I was so preoccupied with that situation, I forgot to sneak a peak at the judges notebooks again. 

Aside from all that, we also got our pictures taken with the MC for our photo package. I was in a silly mood, so when it was my turn, I asked him if I could sit on his lap. (I didn't, though.) :) Mom was very pleased with my onstage performance that day and she told Dad all about it back at the hotel. He and Rob were just waking up. I had to get changed into my blue Cinderella T-shirt and white shorts for the "Cindy Fair" luncheon. I wasn't sure what all that entailed so I was surprised to see the ballroom filled with tables and chairs, and a giant pumpkin off in the corner. I thought it was one of those bounce houses where you jump around inside of it. The floor around it was covered with a white tarp with numbered squares all over it. The gimmick was that we had to dance around the pumpkin on the squares to music. Periodically, they'd stop the music and then call out a bunch of numbers. If they called out the number of the square you were standing on, you won a prize! That game took up most of the morning. I ended up winning a really cute prize, but I can't remember what it was exactly. (It was purple, and that's all I can think of.) 

Besides the "square dancing" game, several of the MCs were walking around the room with microphones, asking people questions about where they're from while the camera guy followed close behind. He came over to me once and asked where we were from. I answered Ohio then our whole table erupted in the "O-H....I-O!" cheer, which we'd been doing pretty much all week. The photographer also got a picture of me, Jamie, and Jennica in a Charlie's Angels pose. 

The luncheon was only a little over an hour long. After that, I had the rest of the day to relax and do nothing up until the 50's party that night. Of course, nobody wanted to spend a day in Vegas doing nothing. So the fam and I put on our comfortable clothes and took the shuttle to the strip where we took a long walk up and down it, checking out the other hotels. Once again, the heat was excruciating. We stopped several times to rest, breathe, and get sprayed on by the little misters hanging from several outdoor kiosks. 

The first place we stopped was New York, New York. Jamie and Jennica had been there earlier in the week and rode the Manhattan Express roller coaster. It looked like a fun ride so Rob and I decided to go on it. It was $12 a person, though, so Mom and Dad sat out. To be honest, I wasn't expecting it to compare to the rides at Cedar Point. But, to my amazement, it was pretty comparable Millennium Force and the Magnum. Lots of spiral turns and barrel rolls (albeit slightly jerky in some parts). We even bought the picture they took of us on the ride. Rob didn't really care to buy it, but we had Dad's credit card on us, so I made him do it anyway. After that, we wanted to ride the stuff at the top of the Stratosphere. We'd seen a show about it on the Travel Channel recently and it looked so cool! There was the "Big Shot" which was like the Power Tower at Cedar Point, a roller coaster (which I can't remember the name of), a set of swings that spun you around over the edge of the building, and a seesaw-like contraption that hung over the side and rolled you one way, then the other. That one looked too scary for me to do, but I definitely wanted to do the roller coaster, Big Shot, and swings. 

My parents asked one of the locals they'd met about the rides and he said the swings were actually the scariest one because the updraft catches you and tips you right over, so you're looking straight down. After hearing that, I decided I'd just stick to the roller coaster and Big Shot. Much to our chagrin, though, New York New York and The Stratosphere were on completely opposite sides of the strip, and the shuttle only took you one way. So, we had to walk the whole rest of the way there. The heat was the most unbearable it had been all week. So much so that Mom was starting to hallucinate from it. We even got a picture of an egg that someone had actually fried on the sidewalk! (Side note: There are a lot of pennies, nickels, and dimes on the sidewalks of Vegas which no one ever seems interested in picking up. Well, when Mom bent down to claim one, she found out why people just leave them there. Ever touched your hand to a griddle? Yeah, it's like that.) 

We stopped inside the Venetian so Dad could film the interior since he hadn't brought the video camera with him on Sunday. It felt so wonderful to be inside the air-conditioning for a while. But, when we went back outside to continue our trek to the Stratosphere, the heat resumed in full force. It was around 3 o'clock then, so it was at its peak for the day. My feet were killing me, and one of my fake toenails had come loose again in my shoe, which was just irritating me more and more by the second. When I checked our map of the strip, it didn't seem like we'd gotten very far at all in the 2 hours or so we'd just spent walking. Finally, we decided we couldn't take it anymore and conceded to a cab ride. That cost us about 8 bucks, and it was worth it! But not really, because once we'd walked through the hotel and casino (up the stairs since the escalator was broken) and got in line to buy passes to the fun stuff, we found out their credit card machine was down. They could only take cash and we hadn't brought enough. God dang it! 

So we went right back down and took another cab ride back to the hotel. I promptly collapsed on the bed and proceeded to sleep off that grueling hike we'd just done. Mom woke me up between 5:30 and 6:00 and we called my grandparents to check on Kirby. They were about to go to bed so we made it a short conversation (although I did get to say hi to Kirbs over the phone, which apparently freaked her out). 

For the 50's party, Judy had gotten all of us matching costumes. We had a black and white polka-dotted mini skirt with pink lace trim, a black ribbed sweater top with a feather trim around the collar, a pony tail holder that matched our skirts, white tube socks and saddle shoes. She'd wanted to sew our initials on our sweaters with pink sequin trimming, but it hadn't worked out due to the stretchiness of the fabric. We all met downstairs in the lobby where Judy was waiting to give us a "surprise." We had to close our eyes and wait until she told us to open them. When we did, we were all wearing hot pink glasses shaped like cat's eyes with rhinestones in the corners, 50's style! I loved them! I thought it was the best part of the whole outfit! We took several pictures of us as a group, both outside and by the entrance of the ballroom. Then Mom, Dad, and Rob all left to go down to The Broiler, a seafood restaurant down in the hotel casino. (Oh, darn. Sorry I missed out on that one. ICK!!) 

This party was pretty much what you'd expect: Oldies music, root beer floats, ice cream sundaes, and more dancing. There was one unexpected surprise, though, that I had to race down to The Broiler to grab Mom and bring her back upstairs to see. It was the tiniest little poodle I'd ever seen in my life, dressed up in her own poodle skirt with a pink sweater and scarf! The lady who was walking her said her name was Precious and that she was a hearing assistance dog, so she was trained to alert her to noises she couldn't hear, like sirens or the doorbell. I spent a long time asking all sorts of questions about her and taking a bunch of pictures of her in that cute little ensemble. If I'd been missing Kirby before then, seeing that dog nearly made me want to hop a plane straight home without even staying for the finals! I managed to stick it out, though. Filling up on floats and sundaes helped fill the void. 

This party went later than the other ones, probably because there was no competition the next morning, just the finals at 2:00. Also, the women needed to run through the finale one more time since they'd decided to change some of the elements we had rehearsed the day before. Once that was over, instead of going right to bed, a group of us decided to take another excursion down the strip. This time, I made sure to wear my tennis shoes so my feet were guaranteed comfort. While we were standing outside the hotel waiting for the lot attendant to come around with Judy's car, we met a group of high school-aged boys who were there for a basketball tournament. They said they were from some town in Kansas, which is where Judy's husband was from. The funny thing was that they were called the "Keys" and Judy's last name is Kyees! These boys appeared to be taking over the whole city because there were groups of them every where we went, and you could always tell who they were because there would be about 10 of them walking around together and towering over everything else in that hotel. 

The first place we went to was a restaurant inside Circus Circus. I'd only brought $20 with me so I wasn't planning on ordering anything major. But then Judy said she wanted to treat everyone as her way of rewarding us for all our hard work. So I ordered chicken parm, of course! During our meal, a group of those basketball boys who were sitting at a nearby table kept staring at Jamie. Then, on their way out, one of them slapped a napkin down in front of her with his phone number written on it! Everyone thought that was so hilarious! Then Jennica got the bright idea to have Jamie write her own name on it (in very girly handwriting) and give it to another guy in the hotel so that, if he called it, instead of getting her, he'd get the guy that gave it to her! (Which she did, and we ended up running into him later that night in the lobby, where she confessed it wasn't really her number.) 

After dinner, we went down to the gaming and casino area. We walked around looking at a plethora of challenging activities around us. One of them was a basketball hoop shoot. If you could sink one shot, you got a prize. Not too hard, right? Wrong!! Those things just bounced right off the hoop at $1 per shot. Judy asked a couple of those basketball players who walked by to do it for her, and even they couldn't sink it! Finally, she gave up and we moved on to another game. This was a horse race of sorts, but the trick is you have to roll a rubber ball up an incline and make it land in one of the holes. If it goes down a yellow hole, your horse moves 3 spaces, if it's a blue hole it moves 4 spaces, and if it's a red hole the horse moves 5. The first one to the finish line wins, and the prizes get bigger depending on how many people are playing. I watched everyone play this one for a while, waiting for someone from our group to win. Eventually, Jennica won a small stuffed animal, which she decided to give to Tomi. But Judy wanted to keep trying. Finally, I decided it looked too fun so I handed a dollar over to the lady running it and sat down in front of one of the lanes. I only got about halfway to the finish line before someone else won. The next time, I decided to switch lanes. I was at lane number 12 and thought I should go to my lucky number, 11. Well, it worked! I won on only my second try! The lady gave me a choice of stuffed animals between a pink pig or a green frog. Well, being that this was Cinderella week, you can guess which one I chose! I named him Herman, just because. 

Once we tired of that, we went to a game where you have to squirt water in a clown's mouth, which inflates a balloon on top of his head, and the first one to pop wins. I absolutely hate the sound of balloons popping, but Judy made me play it anyway because they needed at least 5 players. After that, we found a more difficult game that only Judy played. You had to hold a ball at the top of an incline and let it roll into one of several slots all marked with a number from 1-6. The number on the slot was how many points it was worth. You had 6 balls and in order to win, had to get under 11 points or over 28. Well, it's hard to do because the numbers aren't in order and the 6's and 1's are all in the middle, of course. Judy worked at figuring that one out for several minutes and, lo and behold, she won it! She got a very large stuffed polar bear in addition to the prizes she'd already won. After that, we wanted to head over to the Stratosphere to check out the rides. We weren't sure what time it closed, though, so we had to hurry. We all ran through the casino, up the stairs, and over to the line where you buy the tickets. It had just closed less than 10 minutes ago. I guess something just didn't want me to ride those things. So we went to the gift shop, where I bought a bright orange tank top that said "Las Vegas County Jail" in black letters on both the front and back. I think I wore it to bed that night, too. It was after 1 am then, so we all went back to the hotel to rest up for the big day tomorrow. Just 48 hours to go before I could see my Kirby again!

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Lakiamia's Diaria: The Vegas Edition, Part V

Wednesday was Formal Wear day. Again, I didn't have to be up at the butt crack of dawn, so the fam and I got to sleep in a little. As usual, we went to the Starbucks in the lobby and then to the breakfast buffet. After breakfast/brunch, Mom and Dad decided to visit the laundromat so Mom would have something clean for the rest of the week, and Rob decided to take advantage of the open bar by the video poker machines and see if he could add to his earlier winnings. I played with him for a little while but then I got bored and frustrated because I kept losing. So I went back up to the Cinderella gift shop to look at some more trinkets. But once again, the gift shop was closed, due to private talent viewings taking place in there all day. I wasn't even aware that that was going on. The guy running it explained that each of the contestants had the opportunity to watch the video of their talent from the night before. I think it was so we could verify our identity before sending the DVD's and pictures out, because I had to initial next to my name that I'd seen it. Amusingly enough, when the guy let me in the room, he asked if I was a teen contestant! It was a welcome change from people thinking I was a judge or someone's mother. 

So I got to relive my disastrous performance from last night. But, to my surprise, it didn't sound nearly as bad as I'd remembered it. I guess the others were right: aside from that one noticeable mistake, you couldn't really tell unless you knew the piece. So I felt a little better after that. I still had a couple of hours to kill before competition, so I went to the pool. There was a Cinderella dad there with his 2 children. I chatted with him and played little water games with the kids. (I also lost one of my fake toenails in the water, so I offered $10 to anyone who found it.) 

I had to take a shower and get ready for Evening Wear soon after that. Once again, my dress was fairly wrinkled on the bottom and my portable steamer wasn't doing the trick. I just had to hope that the judges would be too far away to notice it on stage. What I was most nervous about, though, was walking to the music. Judy had all of us practice walking at her house, but I still didn't feel secure about it. The trick about it is: it's all timed. You have to step up to the first X at the first harp swing, wait for the ding then walk to the middle X, do a little pageant turn (which I'd been having trouble mastering), wait for the next ding, walk to the front X, do another turn, then get back to the last X before the gong sounded. If you weren't at that last X when the gong sounded, you got disqualified. One of the girls had that happen to her last year, and she'd been doing really well in the competition up until then. 

In the restroom at Cashman, Judy was already there with Jennica and Jamie. She'd just finished trimming several inches off of Jamie's hair because it was too long to see the pièce de resistance on the back of her dress. I'd brought both my hot rollers and curling iron with me, so I asked Judy which one she planned on using that day. "Let's use the curling iron," she said, then whisked Jamie off to finish working on her and Jennica's hair while I put on my make-up and tried to get into my dress. That's no easy task! It takes a whole army of people to fasten all the eye hooks, zip up the back, and make sure the lining's pulled down far enough so it doesn't stick up out of the bodice. Once I had my dress on, I sat there for a while waiting for Judy to come back and do my hair. Finally, I went out to look for her. When she saw me, she gasped and said, "You don't have your rollers in yet?!" Well, as it turned out, when I'd heard her say "Let's use the curling iron," she was talking to Jamie, not me. This whole time, she thought I was in the bathroom with rollers in my hair. Meanwhile, I thought she was coming right back to do a quick style with the curling iron, so I didn't even have my rollers plugged in! We had a potential disaster on our hands right there. I had to run back and grab my curling iron, plug it into the wall, and wait for it to get hot. To make matters worse, no matter what she did, my hair refused to curl! She sent one of the other girls to find my mom to see if maybe she could help us. So I was standing there with a little entourage of stylists, all racing against the clock to fix me up in time. Judy, though, is nothing short of a miracle worker! She took the straw that is my hair and spun it into gold. We even got a chance to practice walking one more time. While we were doing that, one of the other contestants came running over to tell us that the timed music wasn't working and they were using regular background music instead. So we didn't have to worry about making it back to the X in time! We did find out, however, that the MC was going to meet us at the middle X and have us answer a short question about something from our bios. That was something we hadn't planned on, so my relief was short-lived. 

I got to watch some of the other contestants do their walks and answer their questions. I paid close attention to their every move. Some of them made it look so easy! Like yesterday, they were lining us up in groups and calling us back 10 at a time. While I was in line backstage and waiting to go on, the other contestants and I talked about what we thought they'd ask us. The majority of the questions seemed to be about what your ambitions are. I said I would put down money that they'll ask me about all my pets. 

Jennica was asked about her musical theatre degree, and Jamie was asked about her opportunity to be a role model as captain of her high school dance team. When it got to my turn, I stepped up to the first X, smiled big and posed, waited as he read my introduction then proceeded to the middle X, where the MC was waiting with a microphone and notecards. I tried to remember what the other girls had done earlier. Did they take and hold the microphone to answer their question, or did they just speak into it as the MC held it? Did they look at the audience while he was asking them their question, or look at him? Or look at the judges? Deciding to just go with the flow, I looked quickly around the audience, acknowledged the judges, then looked over to the MC as he read my question. He asked me, as a vocal performance major and aspiring opera singer, what is the one role I would most love to play? Well, I'd been so sure he would ask about my pets, I hadn't even thought about a possible answer to that question! I needed a couple seconds to stall as I searched my brain for an answer. 

"It's so hard to choose just one!" I laughed nervously as I took the mic in my hands. My mind was racing as I tried to remember the name of my favorite opera or aria. But I was drawing a complete blank, except for one name. "I'd love to play Madame Butterfly." I said. "I think it's a very beautiful, lyrical opera and a very challenging role, and I think I'd be good in it." That was it. I lied! Sure, I'd play Madame Butterfly if someone offered me the role, but in no way was it my dream role. If I'd been able to think, I would've said Marie in "The Daughter of the Regiment" or Christine in "Phantom of the Opera." Or I would've told them about how I intended to write my own opera one day and star in that. Not that it mattered after the fact, though. I smiled big as the audience applauded, the MC reminded everyone of my name and contestant number, then I posed one last time at the final X and walked off the stage. I couldn't relax just yet, though. In Cinderella, they do this thing called "collective judging" where they take 10 contestants at a time, have them all model their dress or casual wear outfit, then come back on the stage in a line and do a series of quarter turns so the judges can get a look at us from all angles. So, the 10 of us (actually 7 since there were only 37 contestants total and we were at the very end) went back on and stood facing the judges, smiling ear to ear. It was kinda like being in a police line up (not that I knew that from experience or anything!). When the MC gave us the cue, we were supposed to turn to our right. But I had a momentary lapse of judgment and turned slightly to the left before remembering myself and turning right. It wasn't very noticeable, unless you were watching me closely. (Ugh!  Right vs. Left has been tripping me up ever since my marching band days!) 

After the evening wear competition was over, they had us all form one long line out in the foyer, along the doors to the auditorium. I wasn't sure what we were supposed to be doing, so I asked Peyton, who was standing next to me. She explained that after each modeling competition, they bring the judges out for an up-close look. Wonderful. I hoped the wrinkles in my dress were gone and there was no lipstick on my teeth or anything. 

We stood there all smiley as the 3 judges meandered from one end of the line to the other, making little notes in their notebooks. I strained my vision to see if I could make out what any of them were writing. I saw a couple contestant numbers written down, and a few circled. Then one of the male judges started flipping through his pages and I caught sight of my bio sheet with my picture in the top left corner. There was a star by it!!!! My eyes went wide with shock and I glanced over to where my Mom and Dad were standing, trying to telepathically send them the message. After the judges were done with their close-up looks, they had us all gather on the steps in the foyer for our group photo. After that, we had to stay and rehearse our opening number for the finals on Friday. They told us it wouldn't take too long since our number wouldn't be anything tricky. 

They had us form 2 lines with the shortest girls in front up to the tallest girls in the back. (Even with my 4 1/2" heels on, I was about 3rd from the front!) One line entered from stage right and the other from stage left. They had us meet in the middle then turn and walk to the front of the stage, where 2 of the MCs were singing a duet to Josh Groban's "You Raise Me Up," then make a V-formation across the stage. After a step forward, a step back, a turn or two, raise our hands here, blah blah blah, the Tots were supposed to join us onstage at the end of the number. Each of us were assigned a Tot (some had 2 since there were more of them than there were of us) and when they came and stood alongside us, we held their hands and raised them up as the song ended. After that, they would announce the top 10 semifinalists and, if our Tot made it, we just nudged her out to center stage a little. My Tot's name was Shelby. She was a very pretty little girl about 6 years old with shiny blond hair. We all had to make sure we knew who our Tot's parents/chaperones were so we could take them over to them after the announcement of the top 10 if they didn't make it. So I met Shelby's mom and spent a while talking to her about Shelby's pageant experiences, as well as her own, while we waited to catch the bus back to the hotel. She'd obviously been in the game for a while. 

The Prince Gilbert party was that night and, once again, it wasn't a sit-down meal, but another cookies and punch affair. Judy had bought all of us matching T-shirts, shorts, and little hair bands with frogs on them to pull our hair back. The shirts were green with a picture of frog wearing a pink crown and the words "Trust me, I'm a princess!" The shorts were black with little silver crowns on them, and she'd glued pink rhinestones to the crowns on both the shirt and shorts. I even had cute little frog earrings to wear. My family decided to go to the Italian restaurant in the hotel since I would be at the Prince Gilbert party. I'd hoped to be able to join them later, but I had them order me some chicken parm to take back to the hotel with them, just in case. I'd assumed the food at the party would be just punch and cookies, so I wasn't prepared for the giant pizza slices they brought out and started serving. I tried to resist having one so I would still be able to eat my chicken parm, but in the end I succumbed to temptation because it looked so good! 

This party was geared a lot more towards the younger audience. "Prince Gilbert" was a character played by a frog puppet and later a person dressed in a giant frog costume. They invited girls to go up on stage and give him a kiss, hoping he would eventually turn into a prince. Truthfully, I was kinda bored at this party. Some of the other Women loved it, though, because it was like reliving childhood or something. By the time I got back to the room, I was too full to eat the chicken parm, and we didn't have anything to store it in. So it ended up being a total waste. But, oh well. Tomorrow I had Casual Wear at 8:30 am, so all I wanted to do at that point was rest up for it.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Lakiamia's Diaria: The Vegas Edition, Part IV

Tuesday was a good day for me because I got to sleep in that morning. My whole family did, although we got up in time to catch the breakfast buffet before they converted it to lunch. Funny little anecdote: When I was standing in the buffet line, one of the servers noticed my Cinderella name badge and asked me if I was a judge in the pageant. I told him no, I was a contestant, thank you! 

Anyway, Tuesday was also a good day for me because I got to present my talent piece. Talent has always been my favorite part of competition, and by far my strongest area. So, it bodes well for me that, in Cinderella, it amounts to 50% of your score. In the Miss America system, there's always a few weak talents that slip into the finals due to "interview points" spilling over from that phase of competition. But Judy had assured me that Cinderella is not like that. Of course interview was crucial, and if you didn't have it in there, your chances of making the finals were next to nothing. But, if you didn't have it in talent, either...game over. 

Well, my obstacle now was finding the piano so I could practice before heading over to Cashman. And, if possible, I really wanted to be able to try out the piano they had there just to see what kind of action I'd be dealing with so I could adjust my touch accordingly. Oh, and I also had another problem: The souvenir exchange party was that night after competition, and we were supposed to go up to the salon area at certain times throughout the day to drop our souvenirs off in the souvenir bags. Well, the Women's drop-off time was 6:30-7:00, but our bus to Cashman left at 6:30. So later that afternoon, I went over to the salons to find the piano and do some more gift shop shopping. But, first the gift shop was closed because the lady running it was sick (and I needed to get a garment bag to carry my dress to the theatre in), the piano was nowhere to be found, and I didn't see anyone who looked like they could help answer my drop-off question. So, I just asked the first person I saw and he told me he was planning on setting up the bags at 4:30 or so and I could just do it then. So that's what we did. All four of us took turns lugging the 2 full suitcases all the way over to the ballroom. The guy was just setting out the bags, all lined up neatly in rows, one for each contestant. I only had to put one in the bags for my own age group, plus the bags for the staff, judges, and royalty. But after those had been filled, I still had quite a few souvenirs left. I'd made 100 like the instructions said to, but clearly I'd only needed to bring half that many. Dad, however, said we were not taking any of them back to Ohio with us, so we put the remaining ones in some of the Teens' bags. After that, I went to find the piano again while the others took the empty suitcases back up to our room. This time, I found the piano in one of the salons, so I sat down and ran through my song several times, hoping to at least warm my fingers up a bit. My freshly-manicured nails were getting pretty chipped by then (plus my fake toenails kept breaking off and I had to keep re-gluing them back on). I just hoped they would last through today. After that, it didn't matter so much anymore. 

When I was satisfied with my warm-ups, I went back over to the gift shop (which had re-opened by then) to buy a garment bag, then went back to the room to get ready. I didn't even attempt to do my own hair this time; I decided to let someone who actually knew what they were doing fuss with it. Cashman theatre isn't too far from the hotel. There were two shuttle busses that would run continuously back and forth between the two places until the last person had gotten back. We'd also been given a bus schedule telling us which busses we were assigned to and at approximately what time they was supposed to leave. Well, it wasn't easy packing all my hair supplies, make-up, shoes, and accessories into my suitcase, but we were ready right on time and went down to meet the bus. But it was gone! One of the pageant moms sitting outside on a bench told us it had just left, even though it wasn't quite time yet. I was determined not to let it throw me off, though. After all, another one would be along soon and I probably had plenty of time to get ready since I was at the end. We sat there talking with the other pageant people while Rob ran across the parking lot to the 7-11 to buy me some more water. Within 15 minutes or so, the next bus pulled up. We boarded that one with no problems. 

The inside of Cashman is lined with light blue carpeting and spotless walls painted all the way up to the ceiling. There was a concession-like area inside the foyer and a few wide stairs leading up to the theatre entrance. I started to walk the perimeter to find the dressing rooms. But, all I found was a set of bathrooms. Several people had already set up camp outside the auditorium so there were dresses hanging up on door hinges and make-up arranged on the wooden benches outside the entrances. The rest of us just crammed into the bathroom area. I grabbed a stall and hung my garment bag containing my dress on the door, then shoved my way over to the mirror, plugged in my curling iron, and went to go find Judy. Poor Judy had to sit through all 12 hours of talent that day since she had contestants in every age group. She was sitting low in her chair in the very back of the auditorium, looking very tired. I let her know I was here and asked her when she wanted to get started on my hair. She told me they were still doing the Mini-Miss talents and were running behind due to several technical difficulties, so I still had plenty of time. I asked her how the other talents from Ohio had gone. Not good news. The teens had gone first, starting at 8:30 this morning. When it got to Lisa's turn, she was so nervous her lips froze up on her and she freaked out and ended up forgetting most of her song. Then Jessica (our Miss contestant) had done a baton number, which she'd practiced over and over at the hotel. But when she got to the stage at Cashman, the floor was extremely dusty and grimy, which did not make for good dancing. Plus, every time she threw her baton up in the air, it got lost in the darkness above the stage lights. She'd ended up dropping it three times. Apparently, she was so upset she told her mom she wanted to quit and go home right now. (She didn't actually leave, but she wanted to.) Our Mini-Miss contestant Toral's dance was the only one that had gone well so far. 

Determined not to follow that trend, I ran over to the backstage entrance to ask someone in charge if I could test the piano during intermission or something. I found Fred, who seemed to be in a hurry, so he told me to come back after the Mini-Misses were done and see if someone would let me do it then. So I went back to the auditorium to watch the rest of the talents. There were so many technical problems, with the mics not working and music not starting in the right place. And every time it compromised the contestant's performance, they had her to go back out and do it again a little while later. So the schedule was pretty much shot to hell by then. Eventually, they decided to break for intermission again, so I ran back to find Fred and asked if I could play the piano. I was told they didn't allow any full rehearsals, because it would be considered special treatment. But all I wanted to do was feel the action on the keyboard, so they let me do that. It was a small, ebony baby grand and played fairly lightly, even though it badly needed voicing. Satisfied with my findings, I went back to the bathroom to put on my dress then find Judy to get my hair done. 

My dress was badly wrinkled from the plane ride and from hanging in the hotel room closet. I'd tried to steam it that afternoon, but it only did so much. I hoped the judges couldn't see that from the stage. Jennica and Jamie were already dressed in their costumes and adjusting their hair and make-up. Judy curled my hair while Jennica (a professional New York City make-up artist) helped paint my face and shape my eyebrows. I'd been debating whether or not to wear my fake hair piece since this was supposed to be a "natural" pageant. But I really needed to have my hair pulled back to play the piano, so I used it anyway. It looks so natural, though, you can't even tell it's not my real hair. I also put in a couple of rhinestone barrettes on one side for extra sparkle. 

They were only at the beginning of the Woman talents by the time I was ready, so I sat in the auditorium to watch a few of them. I didn't want to watch too many in case I saw somebody really good and psyched myself out. As it turned out, everyone was good. There were a lot of dancers (lyrical, ballet, jazz, tap, and acrobatic) and a few pop and Broadway vocalists. One girl sang the vengeance aria from "The Magic Flute," a couple girls sang country songs, and another one sang the gospel song "Amen." Once they'd gotten to the contestant numbers in the late-20's, Jamie, Jennica, and I decided to head backstage. They were calling us back in groups of ten or so. I was starting to feel antsy by then and I just wanted to go out there and get it over with so I could relax. Chatting with the other girls helped take my mind off of it until they called our group back. I had a few people ahead of me yet, so I sat down at a tiny little table backstage and ran through my piece in my head, using the table as a piano. (Funnily enough, I make the same mistakes when I'm pretending to play it as I do in real life.) 

When it got to Jennica's turn, I stopped and paid attention to how her song went. She was singing a rendition of "How Great Thou Art" as originally recorded by Sandi Patty (one of my idols!). It starts out soft then get stronger and ends climactically on a high-B. She nailed it! She bowed and left the stage to a thunderous applause and a chorus of whistles. Jamie went next, doing a character jazz dance to "All that Jazz" from "Chicago." I'd actually heard a lot of other contestants doing routines to that song. I didn't think I'd ever want to hear it again after this week! Jamie's dance went well except for a minor malfunction with her hat. I couldn't see it from where I was standing, but she told me it had fallen off her head before she was supposed to take it off and throw it, or something. 

The girl in between Jamie and me was named Peyton, and she was doing some kind of country vocal. I heard her tell the sound guys before she went on, "No matter what happens, do not stop the music!" Well, her song started off upbeat and fun and she danced around the stage with the microphone. Suddenly, there was a loud noise that sounded like a tape being chewed up. She stopped and looked over at the sound guys, her eyes wide with panic, and said, "What just happened?! Did it break? Did the music break? Oh, my God!" She then ran to center stage saying, "It's O.K.! I can do something else! I can dance....or recite Hamlet...." and went into a series of impressions and random dance steps. This whole time, I kept wondering why she didn't just walk off the stage and do it over again after they'd had time to fix her music, like the other girls had. But then her music started back up again exactly on cue, and she finished with a big flourish. It was all part of the act! She totally had me fooled! 

After that, it was my turn to go face the music, so to speak. I took several deep breaths, counted backwards from ten, and waited for them to announce my name before stepping forth under those giant beams and onto a stage all of my own. I usually bow slightly to the judges before sitting down, but I didn't then for whatever reason. I adjusted the bench to my liking, placed my hands on my lap for a 5-second, pre-performance meditation, praying to God to make this go smoothly. Then, I began Rheinhold's "Impromptu in C# minor." It starts slow and soft, very melodically, then crescendos into several dramatic chords...oops, I missed one. It's OK, I recovered and hoped no one noticed the slight discord. After slowing and softening to a pianissimo as I neared the end of the introduction, there's a light, fast trill...then begins the hard part. Fast melismatic passages in the right hand with large leaps of staccato arpeggios in the left hand. Big dramatic chords, then runs up and down the keyboard. Uh-oh, another mistake. I recovered again, but I then noticed the piano was moving. Not away from me, but rocking slightly every time I played hard. It was like they didn't secure the brake all the way after rolling it out on stage. I tried to think about nothing but concentrating on my piece, but all I could concentrate on was the distracting wobble of the keyboard. Then, for a split second, my mind went blank. Half a second later, I found it again, but there had been a very obvious mistake in there. I was getting near the end and all I had to do was make it through the big finale. But my confidence had been shaken and several of the final chords were muddled. I smiled big and took a deep bow anyway, then walked calmly off the stage. Then I let all my breath out. I truly believed the competition had just ended for me. I didn't want to see anybody or talk to anybody just yet so I hung around outside the backstage entrance, feeling sorry for myself. Danielle, the other pianist from my age group, walked by and tried to give me some words of encouragement. She said that other than that one mistake, everything sounded good. The other Danielle (the one from Texas who was last in contestant order) came out after finishing her song and told me pretty much the same thing. She asked me if I saw what the judges did after my performance. I told her I'd tried to get their attention before taking my bow but they weren't even looking at me, they were all busy writing. She said that was actually a good sign because they wouldn't even bother to write any comments if I wasn't still in the competition. 

The competition was done for the day, so I went back to find Judy and my family. Judy hugged me and told me good job, but I shook my head and said, "It's over." She disagreed, saying that even though there were a few mistakes, 75% was flawless. Plus I ended strong, which was important, and probably no one else in the theatre even knew that piece. Mom said she was watching the judges and the one was nodding his head along the whole time. 

After gathering all my stuff up from the bathroom and catching the last bus to the hotel, we had just enough time to get changed into our state Cinderella T-shirts and shorts for the souvenir exchange party. This time, it wasn't a full-blown, sit-down dinner. There were cookies and punch, and we just went in there, picked up a bag full of souvenirs, and stayed until we felt like leaving. I sat on the floor with the rest of the Ohio group as we discussed our talent performances and pageant experiences so far. There was also a lot of "souvenir trading" going on. I quickly realized that my souvenirs were among the best ones, and I'm not just bragging! Most were small trinkets, like a piece of candy taped to a card signed by the contestant, or a bottle of shower gel. Some of the more impressive ones were a hand-painted miniature wooden surfboard and stand (made by Peyton), a pair of red and green chili pepper earrings made by a girl from New Mexico, and a white wash cloth embroidered with a script C (the Cinderella logo) in royal blue thread. Aside from exchanging gifts and eating cookies, we also learned how to do the "Cindy Disco." By the time I'd gotten there, though, most of the dancing was done and people were already filing out. Mom, Dad, and Rob had gone out to one of the hotel restaurants for dinner, so I stopped by the Burger King in the casino on my way back up to my room. There was another younger contestant in line there who showed me some of her souvenirs while I showed her mine. Then she asked me what age group my daughter was in. That made it twice in one day that someone accused me of being older than I was! 

After changing into my jammies and sorting through all my souvenirs to determine which ones I could eat, I went back to dreamland to prepare for yet another day of competition.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Lakiamia's Diaria: The Vegas Edition, Part III

We're up to day 3 in Vegas, which marks the first day of competition for the Cinderella contestants. When I woke up, I was still tired from the long day we'd had yesterday, but I had to be at orientation at 9 am. So I forced myself out of bed and did as much primping as possible before heading out the door with about 5 minutes to spare. Mom and Dad were really riding me about being on time. But once I got there, I don't see how anyone would've been able to notice who came in late. The room was packed with girls from pre-school to age 26, and from areas spanning completely across the globe. Judy soon found me and directed me to the front row of seats, where the rest of the Ohio delegation was waiting. There was a guy with a television camera walking around filming stuff for the highlight video, and another guy taking pictures of everything. Up at the front of the room was a small stage with a blue backdrop of the Cinderella logo, and tall speakers off to the sides. 

Once orientation had gotten underway, we were introduced to Fred Vollman, President and C.E.O. of the Cinderella Organization. He gave us the rundown of what the program is all about, stressing the fact that this was a natural pageant looking for natural beauty (i.e. No JonBenét Ramseys!). In fact, the younger contestants were not to wear make-up at all, except during talent, if needed. For the Miss and Teen contestants, all make-up and wardrobe was to be "age appropriate." The Women were given more leeway with that since we were all old enough to wear make-up on an everyday basis. But, basically, they were looking for "real" girls in "real" clothes. After that, he introduced our MC's for the week. There were a lot of them, including a few whose names I recognized from Miss America state competitions. (I soon found out there were a lot of girls currently involved in Miss America or Miss USA that had also been involved in Cinderella at one point or another, and past royalty included several well-known names, such as Tiffani-Amber Thiessen.) Then he introduced the judges. As soon as they came in, you could tell every young woman in that room turned on her game face. This was, after all, the first and probably the only time the judges were going to get a look at us before interview. There was a very impressive panel of judges. Six in all, including 3 for Tot and Mini-Miss, and 3 for Miss, Teen, and Woman. One of the Woman judges (a guy) was an Academy Award winner for the song "Chim-Chim Chiree" from the movie "Mary Poppins!" I've known that movie by heart since I was little, so that was quite an honor for me (and no, I'm not just saying that to kiss up!) :) 

After all the introductions, there was a Q & A, then we were released to get ready for interview. The Woman interviews weren't until 2 o'clock that afternoon, so my family and I went back to The Feast for the breakfast. Some of the Ohio group was already there, sitting together at a long table. They invited us to sit with them, which we did. I found out that Lisa, our Teen rep, had won AAMTC's cameo girl the night before, and Jennica had won AAMTC's Talent of the Year. Naturally, Lisa's little sister Tomi (our Tot rep) was experiencing a bit of sibling rivalry over Lisa's win, so Lisa had had to pay Tomi $20 for her to be nice to her again. 

After breakfast, Rob went down to the casino to gamble and I went back to the room to get ready for interview. I got out my blue interview suit, my taupe Frederico Leone interview pumps, plus all my hair and make-up equipment. I totally suck at doing my own hair, but I tried my best, using lots of volumizing hairspray. Then I went back to the salon area, where I was met by hordes of other contestants waiting, pacing, and primping. Jamie and Jennica were in the adjacent bathrooms with Judy, fixing their hair and make-up. Apparently, I'd done a pretty shoddy job on my hair because Judy ended up whisking me back up to her room for a quick "salon appointment." She sat me down and filled my hair with hot rollers, then we did a mock interview session as we waited for them to cool. She reminded me to never break eye contact with the judges, always smile, and keep my answers short but witty and informative. (The answer plus one or two facts to embellish, she said.) She asked me stuff about my goals in life, my animals, and my linguistic abilities. When she asked me to say a phrase in Italian, I spouted off one of my old answering machine messages. She loved it! She hoped they would ask me about languages so I would get a chance to say that since she thought it was so clever! I hoped they would ask me about my pets, too, since I never run out of things to say about them! 

It was comforting to know that, unlike Miss America, these judges were not trying to stump us. This was really just a getting-to-know-you session so they can get a good idea of who is the right candidate for the job. However, Judy also told me that the interview is the most crucial part of the pageant because, if they aren't impressed with you in there, it won't matter how good your talent is or how well you model your evening gown. They were even told in their orientation to find the top 20 in each age group and not even look at anyone else all week. So basically, I had 90 seconds to make an impression and if I didn't have a little star by my name when I left the interview room, it was over. Thankfully, the last-minute coaching helped me feel much more prepared. 

Back in "pageant land," all the other Woman and Teen contestants were waiting in a holding room while they called them out in groups of five. When I arrived, they were still on the Teens, which meant it would be a while yet. So I took my pumps off to keep my feet comfortable up until I had to go in. We all stood around in groups talking and getting to know each other. I met a girl from Grand Cayman named Stephanie who talked about owning Papillons back home (yes, it made me miss my Kirby even more!). Most of the girls were asking the ones who were already done what questions they'd been asked. Several said they were asked what they would do if they saw their best friend shop-lifting at Wal-Mart. As we waited, they had everyone who had ordered a photo package to get their pictures taken by the photographers. The first picture was in front of a neutral background on a chair facing the side. They had me sit sideways on it, facing the camera, with my arms propped up on the back, one hand over the other. The other one we just sat up straight on a stool and smiled, like a school picture. They explained that the first one would be the 8 x 10 photo and the other would be made into a button. Besides pictures, we also had to go over our bios with the MC's to make sure all their information was correct. It was mostly mundane facts like hair and eye color, favorite food, favorite hobbies, your family's names, and your pets' names (haha, yes that was the longest part of my bio). 

Before long after that, the Women were being called over to the interview room. The format for the interviews was 60-90 seconds with each judge, one at a time. There were 3 contestants in the room at the same time and we rotated until we had talked with each judge. The other contestants in my group were a girl from Texas named Danielle and another girl from the Cayman Islands named Melissa. The guy who was waiting outside the interview room keeping time instructed us to walk in and go to our first judge (mine was the one on the left side of the room) and sit down immediately rather than waiting for someone to tell us when to be seated, like we'd done at states. When our time was up, he would knock lightly on the door to tell us to move to our next judge. My first judge was a guy named Jim. He was a middle-aged, soft spoken man who apparently had a background in music, so he asked me right off about my degree in music. I told him about how I had majored in vocal performance at BGSU and hoped to become a professional opera singer one day by joining a major opera company. Then he asked me what I was going to sing for talent tomorrow. 

"Actually, I'm playing the piano!" I told him. He gave me a look of disbelief. So I explained that I had taken 14 years of piano and started out as a piano major before deciding to switch to voice, and had successfully auditioned for the voice program after only 4 months of private lessons. He seemed impressed by that. I also told him about my morbid fear of singing in public that kept me out of the limelight for 12 years, finishing with, "Now, you can't get me off the stage!" Knock, knock. Time to move to the next judge. This one was a young woman with dark hair, also involved in the arts. She also asked me about my degree in music and what I planned to do with it. So I gave her pretty much the same answer as I'd given the other guy, making sure she knew I would be playing piano rather than singing for talent. I also told her about singing with the Lima Symphony Chorus and the Cincinnati Opera. She asked me where I would like to move to sing with an opera company. I said anywhere that will take me! Although, ideally someplace warm, like Florida. Another knock, and it was time to rotate again. 

This one was the Academy Award-winning judge. So, obviously he knew a thing or two about music. Guess what he asked me about? Yep, same thing. We had a little more of an in-depth talk, though. He talked a little more about himself than the other 2 did, saying he used to play in bands and was good friends with John Denver. Then, he asked me about Bowling Green, Ohio. He said he'd heard that being in Ohio on a Friday night was like being in the middle of nowhere. I agreed, saying I get to choose to hang out in either a potato field or a cow pasture. The third and final knock, and that was it! I'd concentrated so hard on making eye contact that I felt like hadn't blinked the entire time. When I asked Jamie and Jennica how their interviews went, they both said they thought it went well. (Surprisingly, none of us were asked the Wal-Mart question.) Out of all the Ohioans, Lisa was the only one who didn't feel confident about her interview. Apparently, she hadn't been able to talk to one of the judges for very long because the girl that was there before her took up more time than she was allotted. So, she was pretty upset about that. 

After interviews, we were supposed to drop off one of our souvenirs at the registration table for judging (they give out awards for the best souvenir in each age group). So I had to run back to the room to find my best representation and run all the way back down to drop it off. Then I was free to relax until the Welcome Banquet. Well, I relaxed the only way I knew how: by going shopping. My family decided to take the car to one of the outlet malls just off the strip (partially so Mom could find something to wear to the banquet that didn't have holes or stains on it). I bought 2 pairs of shoes from a Nine West store and a purple and black striped halter dress from Windsor. The tie on the skirt I was wearing had started to come loose, though, so I had to walk from store to store asking if any of them had an extra safety pin. I finally found one at a baby clothes store. While I was shoe-shopping, Dad and Rob went across the street to a men's shoe store, where Rob used his casino winnings to buy a pair of rattlesnake skin cowboy boots, which I loathe! I kept asking him, "Why cowboy boots? Why?" 

At the Welcome Banquet, we had to stand outside the salon for a while as they finished setting up the room. I saw Judy and went over to tell her about my interview. She wanted to know everything they asked me and exactly how I answered. When I told her about choosing between a potato field and a cow pasture, she cracked up and said, "That was clever!" She was surprised they never asked me about my pets or my languages, since those were very popular topics in all my Miss Ohio prelim interviews. I then found out that we all had assigned tables for the banquet. I didn't remember reading that part in any of the packets I'd gotten in the mail. Fortunately, Judy had all the Ohio contestants' table numbers. Everyone was spread around so we had the chance to meet as many new people as possible. 

Inside the salon, all the old rooms had been opened up so it was now one huge ballroom, with a small stage in one corner, and of course the TV camera in front of it. The tables were all set very nicely and even had a piece of cheesecake sitting on a plate at the top of each place setting. There were coffee pots and punch bowls off to the side of the room, which I helped myself to throughout the evening. Rob, though, decided he didn't feel very good and went back to the room to lie down, so he missed the entire meal. What a waste, since we'd already paid for it! After a few minutes, they introduced all the MCs and staff again, and the MCs danced and sang a cute little choreographed number to "Celebration." Then we all had to stand as they introduced the 2004 royalty to regal-sounding music. They also introduced all the state directors. Besides the ones from the U.S., there were representatives from the Cayman Islands, South Africa, Bulgaria, Singapore, and Russia. 

Later in the evening, after all the dishes had been cleared from the table, they announced the cover girl winners for each age division. The teen winner was Ohio's own Lisa Iwasaki! Things were looking pretty good for her so far! Once those awards were given out, the banquet was pretty much over, except for one of the young male MCs singing a ballad to entertain the girls. The program books were now on sale in the gift shop. So I grabbed a $20 from Dad and stood in the line that was already stretched halfway across the room to buy one. They were very, very thick (mostly from ads that people had sold to their sponsors). They were also taking pictures of the delegates from each state, so when they called Ohio, the other girls and I gathered on the stage and watched as about 30 people snapped pictures of us together. I was ready to go to bed then. But as soon as I got back to the room, Rob said that Jennica had called and left me a message to go right back down to the ballroom. All I really wanted to do was sleep, but I changed into more comfy clothes and did as I was told. The whole room, as well as the area outside, was packed with contestants rehearsing their talents for tomorrow's competition. Judy was already there with everyone else. She'd brought her own CD player with her, which a bunch of other people asked if they could use, too. I got to see a lot of interesting talents. One girl did a dance with poi balls, several sang songs of contrasting styles, and one of the Mini-Miss girls did an acrobatic dance that was so good, it didn't look like she even had a spine! One of the Miss contestants did a character ballet to "Music Box Dancer." (By the way, I later found out she was Mark Brunnell's daughter. Yes, that Mark Brunell!) 

Jennica ran through her song twice, while Jamie fine tuned her jazz dance, and Lisa played through her flute solo. I, however, had no means of practicing in that room. The only piano I'd seen in the entire hotel was outside the ballroom area, pushed up against a wall. At that time, though, there were a bunch of people rehearsing talent out there, so we couldn't get to it. Judy waited until all of the others had gone through their acts. then she led us all over to the piano and requested, in her trademark bellowing voice, that everyone step aside for about 5 minutes to let us use it. I ran through mine first, and was not at all encouraged by how it went. The piano had such terrible action and response time, hardly any of the notes sounded in the quick passages. Judy kept reminding me to keep focusing on the piece and not to break my concentration. Then another Woman contestant who was a pianist (another Danielle) ran through her piece, "Malaguena." She was very, very good! I asked her, since she was a veteran, how the piano at Cashman Theatre is, and she assured me it was a lot better than this one. After that, it was well after midnight so I returned to the room to get my rest for tomorrow's competition, which will be continued in the next edition...